Agnes from Poland (50 years old) Agnes' dream stemmed from vanity. She wanted to regain the appearance of her eyes. They had always been large and almond-shaped, giving her face its character. She decided to undergo upper eyelid blepharoplasty. She also dreams of meeting an extraterrestrial being—a moment with the cosmos remains her imagined world.

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What do we really dream of?

Małgorzata Smieszek | Poland

What dreams do we carry within us, even if we have never spoken them out loud? How many of them were born from a lack of love, safety, freedom, or a sense of meaning? And how many are attempts to soothe loss or come to terms with unfulfillment? At midlife, do we dare to dream differently—more truthfully, without the need to impress?The project combines documentary photography with interviews with women from different countries, cultures, social backgrounds, and professions who, around the age of fifty, take stock of their past. The protagonists speak about failures, crises, and successes, but above all about dreams that have been fulfilled, postponed, and those that may be unattainable. Their desires are diverse: from cosmetic surgery, to a journey on the Orient Express and high-altitude climbing, to exploring a cave in Oman or dreaming of peace and a world without wars.The project also includes the voices of incarcerated women, who share dreams such as returning to loved ones, reconciling with their families, or experiencing simple moments of freedom.

These are experiences rarely present in public narratives: loneliness, shame, fear of aging. At the same time, the project reveals a process of empowerment—growing self-confidence, the ability to set boundaries, and the right to make one’s own choices.

My name is Małgorzata Smieszek (born 1973). I am a photographer and documentarian, a graduate of the Art High School in Olsztyn, the University of Warmia and Mazury in Olsztyn, and the Warsaw School of Photography. I participated in documentary workshops led by Mariusz Forecki at the Pix.House Foundation in Poznań. I am the author of several documentary series, including Red Zone, which explores loneliness in COVID wards, and It Happens, focusing on the work of rescue teams. It Happens was nominated for the Krzysztof Miller Award for the Courage to Look (2021). My project The Price of Patriotism received second prize in the Grand Press Photo competition (2024) in the Current Events category, and was also nominated for awards in the Slovak Press Photography 2023 and Siena Awards 2023 competitions. In 2023, I was honored in the IPA International Photography Competition in the People category. Since 2022, I have been actively involved in organizing humanitarian aid for Ukraine, working closely with the Rotary Clubs of Giżycko, Olsztyn, and Otterndorf in Germany. My work includes providing hospitals with medications, organizing and equipping a community center for children and adults in the village of Bystrec, Ukraine, and coordinating Christmas gift packages for Ukrainian children. I also support orphanages and participate in projects promoting education for children from low-income families, orphans, and those affected by the war. In recognition of my commitment and humanitarian work, I received the Excellence in Service to Humanity award in 2023. Through my documentary photography, I aim to encourage reflection on fundamental aspects of human existence, focusing particularly on loneliness, freedom, fear of the future, and the search for meaning in life.

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